I’ve been in the mood to talk about my recent relationship because its a nice way to get it everything off my chest. I can just start by saying that I was never comfortable with him or when he was around friends. That was partially because he always had a reason to argue or disagree with me on any and every subject..and I would feel humiliated and weird in front of friends. If i ever brought up what he did, he would quickly accuse me of being the one who wanted to argue and nothing was ever his fault. This happened very often where he would belittle or manipulate me into believing I was at fault or that I was crazy in many ways. Even for just trying to ask questions or have talks with him.
I do believe he’s a sort of climber..who would befriend anyone who had it better than him in order for him to live that life and feel fab. Which is why he would party every other day and the weekends and barely make any time for us to spend alone together. Even when we were alone he would be in another world and on his phone, texting or tweeting all these people. It’s like he’s there but not really. And that always lead to arguments and issues with us.
I’m just excited to be single and not have to deal with his lies or feeling at fault for everything. He needs to take care of himself before anything else and he’s not..but that’s his life. Not that I care anymore..
This isn’t even the half of it but I kind of lost my train of thought here..lol.and feel weird about posting this but whatever.
